What should I do with my Pick-Up Artist stuff?

I have two autographed books of Neil Strauss (style). I have over 70 GB of pick-up/seduction material. Including ever forbidden seduction hypno pattern, invented by In10se aka Twotimmer. I have all the stuff made by: Swingggcat aka Grimble, David D., Mystery, AFC Adam, Style, Brad P., Sinn, Gambler, etc. Everything ever made on SS (Ross, Hypnotica, Major Mark, David Shade, etc.), every important NLP book, books on hand writing analysis, cold-reading, astrology, magic, palmistry and others skills. I recently broke up with a girl and I didn't know why. I followed every game tactic perfectly, but yet she didn't fall into my arms. She was an old high school friend and she said, "I acted like a jerk and she only went out with me bc she remembered I used to be and liked the old me. She said we should start off on a fresh slate and if she sees that I stop acting like a jerk she'd go out with me again. So now I want to throw all this stuff out. Good idea? It's just that all this stuff is rare and took a lot of time and money to acquire. I don't know if I want to go back to being a player later on in life. I'm 20 yrs old. What should I do?